they sing, raindrops falling on my head

HELLOOOOOO
i'm high again :) after using sweet smelling shampoo:D

today i kept myself occupied with deep deeeeep thoughts.
you can imagine me, sitting on the floor in the middle of my room, staring blankly into space, really really queit, with my stupid tongue stuck out.
ahahaha, i sound autistic again :O

i just realised i have this really reallyy bad habit of sticking my tongue out all the time.
one time, in the bus, everyone was staring at me. then i noticed i was sticking my tongue out like an idiot.
its somehow addictive to feel the breeze against my tongue.
ahh.
here i go again, sounding so very autistic.

today i found out zahwah's 'secret', haha.
we were giggling like little kids. asking her all sorts of questions about it.
she was blushing :)
ooh.

then we were hiding her 'treasure' haha.
she was in the middle of our disfigured circle, chasing after the treasure that we were passing around.
until she realised there was more than one. haha.
zahwah is funny.
then shaikha came up with some weird dance routine.
haha, shaikha makes me laugh.
then riny told me about THAT.
its somehow believable yet unbelievable.
strange.

as i was saying, i was in reaaalllyy deep thoughts.
thinking about things.
like how singapore education is so annoying.
how much everything is changing, some for worse and some for better, but mostly better :)

and i realised how deep thoughts make me feel frustrated and confused.
i told myself that i'll never ever go into this state of deep thoughts ever again.



look in the mirror and see what you've become
it hurts to see the monster in you
it really does.