today i am happy about one thing but upset about alot more other things.
happy, because my internet is working.
unhappy, because of alot of things.
one of them is the fact that i rather have hooligans and monkeys as my cousins than the ones i have.
they are all so freaking annoying and disastrous.
yesterday, they all came over for reunion dinner.
some reunion.
they so freaking un-united.
the only thing they were united in was messing up my room.
the room that i spent 3 freaking hours packing.
stupid worse-than-hooligans-relatives.
they hogged on to my computer like glue and paper, even I didnt get to TOUCH it.
then they broke my stuff, i just found out this morning.
urgh.
then all of them came jumping on my bed with their extremely dirty little devil feet.
AND THEY JUST CAME FROM PLAYING DOWNSTAIRS.
how considerate of them.
thank you stupid cousins, for ruining my chinese new year, breaking my things and mesing up my room and allowing me to clean it up by myself.
i really appreciate it.
stupid.
then i told my parents that from now on, whenever ppl come over, im going to lock my room.
"BE A GENEROUS HOST"
my foot.
then theres this other thing,
i cant openly express it on the world wide web.
so, i shall make it as un readable as possible.
some sms from some guy and you freak out as if i slept with him.
do you think that i'll end up in bed with everysingle freaking guy i talk to?
its called having a social life, if you didnt know.
do you think im that cheap? that i'm together with whoever i talk to?
you dont trust me at all.
gimme alot of freedom my foot.
i always tell other ppl that i have the coolest dad in the whole world.
yesterday you ruined that name.
you made some mistakes when you were young, not me.
dont treat me as if im the one that made those mistakes.
dont ruin my life because of your own mistakes.
dont treat me as some really cheap person that would date at such a young age.
because im not.
but apperently you think so.
do you know that its most hurtful to know your own father thinks that way abt you.
its hurtful enough if others think that way, but my own father?
some dad you are,
for you own good.
my foot.
you nvr put yourself in my shoes.
you nvr appreciate what i do.
you nvr keep my presents, you nvr use them.
i pack my room and make it the neatest it can be, hoping that when you see it, you'll like it.
but you thought it was messy.
your wife laughed at it.
what happened to, "as long as youre happy, im happy" ?
and then you and your wife always cant wait to let the whole world know how stupid i am.
i hate you.
i feel so freaking upset.
i dont think i ever used so many "freaking"s in a single post before.
worst cny ever.
im going to isolate myself from the rest of society, in declaration of my pissed off-ness.
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