they sing, raindrops falling on my head

HIGH FEVER.
stupid.
i think i slept to much in the day that im turning nocturnal.

glenda's adventure today was mostly under her favourite blanket, where she feels safe:D

i think i hallucinated quite abit today.

i thought my closet was bending towards me, i was scared.

i felt happy when i felt someone's warm hand hold mine,
but then i realised it was my own hand.

i saw dots everywhere, it looked kinda cool.

i felt someone's comforting hand touch my face and pull my hair back from my face,
but it was probably my own hand since i didn't hear anyone come into my room.

my heart would jump at the smallest sounds
like the curtain against the window grill,
or people talking outside
or kids screaming downstairs
or someone entering the room
or when the noise from the construction site travelled into my room.
then my heart would be racing for the next few minutes until i can calm myself down.

i zombie walked to the clinic
fell alseep while waiting for my turn.
almost fell alseep while listening to the doctor talk,
and almost fell alseep while walking back.

today was just weird :/

right now,
i just want to be able to walk without losing balance.